Alright.
I have problems.
I can admit it. Many of these problems are probably why I am not dating anyone. One of these issues is that my love language is physical touch. Predominantly physical touch. I am an extremely touchy person. Most people have a bubble. I myself, do not. It gets me into trouble. Like this.
On Sunday, we had stake conference. And the stake center for me is a half hour drive. Not to mention, it snowed a couple of inches while I was in church. So I decided to spend the day at my friend's house and wait for it to clear off. We had lunch, played some games, and decided to watch a movie. Now there were two guys there, who are both adorable and I am pretty good friends with one, and the other I had just met that day. So I'm sitting on the couch getting ready to watch the movie. I'm in the corner, the couch isn't facing the TV. Its that awkward against the wall type couch moments. Anyways, the newbie, lets call him Braces for now (which also can explain some things), comes to sit on the couch next to me. I was like "Score! Foot rest!" Honestly the only thoughts in my head. Then Braces decided to lay his head in my lap. For me, its not a big deal. I end up giving him a head massage cause that's what I do. As the movie continues, he gets more cuddly. Like holding hands, footsie type of things. By the end of the movie, he decided to ask me if I wanted to do something this weekend. Aka Valentines Day. I was like HELL no. (Pardon my french.) I didn't actually say it to his face but oh was I thinking it. So he got my number, and I was like whatever. He's kind of cute, a really good cuddler, but other than that, I'm not too interested right now.
Well Monday comes along, he texts me, he talks to me on Facebook, and sends me a good night text. So what was for me just another night of cuddling with somebody (It happens, okay?), to him meant a lot more. He has since then weaseled his way into my Violent Times party, along with a concert tonight. The more forward he is being, the more it makes me back off. It's kind of unattractive to me. I know, I have problems. It's just too much too soon, I mean I only met him 4 days ago. Back off a little. So a harmless little cuddling night has turned into a horror movie for me, a person who's physical touchiness gets her into trouble.
More stories to come. Stay tuned.
