What is normal?

Just today I swear I have started about 4 different blog posts, but I just don't know what to say. It's not that things are happening that I just don't know how to put into words. No, no - exactly the opposite probably - nothing is really happening, though everything humanly possible is happening in my head. And THAT is why I can not figure out what I want to say.

Here are some of the post first lines I've tried out today:
Let me take the moment to be a realist...
Life is a funny thing....
There comes a point in every single person's life when they realize that every person they know is in a relationship, married, on a mission, or having babies....

Let me try one more time:
As was mentioned last post, I just moved into a new house. I like to think that I'm really outgoing and good with meeting new people, but I just moved from an apartment complex where I lived for years and have not had the need to meet an entirely new group of people. This move has made me realize that this is a skill I seem to have forgotten. The last week or two have required me to go out and meet people and hone in on my get-to-know-you skills. And let me tell you, I have met some wonderful humans. There are so many people that I just want to get to know better, specifically boys, of course. There aren't any boys that I have specific stories with yet, but I feel I will soon enough.
But let me tell you about a slight interest I have in The Boy Next Door. As I'm sure you can deduce, he lives next door to my new house. And he is a sweet heart. And he is super attractive. I've talked to him a couple of times, and the time just flies by and he's so easy to talk to. Yeah, it's pretty easy for me to have a crush on him right now. But I can never just have a normal crush, oh no, apparently there must always be a twist... so I naturally am interested in the boy that one of my new roommates is in love with.
Naturally.
There is a lot of story between my roommate and the Boy Next Door, but suffice it to say that I really don't think anything will happen between them, but I don't think my roommate is fully aware of that. But I'm not one to go stepping on toes and making people mad by going after someone they are interested in. So I'm stuck in this place where I totally want to get to know him and see if I would want to date him, but I know that I definitely can not go there.
Why can't my life consist of normal dating situations?!
But then again, is there such a thing as a normal dating situation? Yeah, probably not.