It's raining men! Hallelujah?

Oh hey, it's Valentine's Day. Good luck with your love folks, I know I'll need it.

I know this has been mentioned before, but it's so true:
when it rains, it freaking pours.
You may not have noticed, but my boy life has been really quite dull over the last few months. I obviously had some stories last semester, but overall, nothing significant has occurred in my dating life in 6 months. But now all of the sudden, in just the last two weeks I'm getting flooded out.

Rand al'Thor is still just hanging around and trying to make me love him and I'm still undecided.
Okay, so maybe that's not exactly how it's happening... but pretty much.
I just adore him and his sense of humor and his overall sweetness. There's just something about him that I can't get over, and I honestly can't figure out what it is. Sometimes I think it's because he's super awkward, and sometimes I think it's because he's kind of negative, and sometimes I think I'm just completely making up excuses. He comes over to my apartment every night and I completely enjoy it, but I just don't know if I actually feel for him the way that he wants me to.

Then there's Bodhai. He is obsessed with rap and I love that; he in no way a gangster, though I think he sometimes thinks he is. A very good friend of mine introduced me to Bodhai two weeks ago and set us up on a date last weekend. It was wonderful and so was he. I still don't know him super well, but I definitely want to. One problem: he doesn't like sports [yes, I have similar concerns as Miss Inconsistent]. But I have to keep reminding myself that I can't immediately discount him because of that. I have enjoyed every second that I have spent with him thus far, so we will see what happens.

And then there's Mr. Director. Where the heck did he come from? He's been in my ward for months and a week and a half ago he couldn't even remember my name. Then he super randomly asked me on a date for last weekend. It was fun and had good conversation, but I could never like him. After that date I thought we would just be good friends, but I guess Mr. Director has other plans. He has contacted me every day since and made an effort to come visit me each day as well, but I've been busy and his plans have been constantly thwarted. I feel bad and I do want to give him a legitimate chance, but between school, work, and figuring out what's happening with both Rand and Bodhai - I just don't have time!

The Friendly Kisser