I feel like whenever there is a nice boy, who is hilarious and smart and just overall exactly what I want in a boy... Yes, whenever I meet a boy like that, I create some sort of problem with him in my mind. Some problem that prohibits me from liking him. Whether or not the problem is actually there or just a creation of my imagination, I do not know. But it is always real to me and it keeps me from liking him. This has happened over and over, and I don't know how to get over it.
I'm in this sort of situation right now with a boy named Rand al'Thor. My roommates want me to love him. They say so every time we see him. And I really do want to like him, but I just don't and I don't know why not. He is such a quirky boy, and I LOVE quirky. I love nerdy passions and he is full of them. He loves sports, he is hilarious, he is a brilliant boy, and he is obsessed with fantasy. Yeah, he's just awesome.
And what is the problem I've found with this one? He can be really quite awkward. Sometimes he just sits there and doesn't say anything while he awkwardly smiles, and I feel kind of uncomfortable. He has this hesitant awkward laugh that he does after he says anything and it's super endearing at first, but after a while it puts me on edge.
I've been spending a lot of time with Rand over the last week or so and I just don't know what to think. He's perfectly adorable and I really do think he is SO funny. But I don't know if I can get over his awkward ways. I love spending time with him and I get excited whenever I get a text from him or just thinking about hanging out with him. But when I'm actually there with him, I don't feel it and I fear it's just because I can't look past his awkwardness. What's a girl to do?!
Ok, this post has kind of been all over the place... but welcome to my brain whenever I think about Rand! I just don't know about this one. But I asked him on a date for Saturday, so I suppose we'll just see how that goes.
Friendly Kisser, peacing out.
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